Stay safe tonight!

          Hubby and I don't celebrate Halloween. We try not to broadcast that too much because whenever we mention it people automatically get offended for some reason. Truth is we don't mind other people celebrating the day, we just don't choose to do it ourselves for a number of reasons. It's like when Paul was saying in one of his letters that the Spirit convicts people in different ways, and just because the Spirit convicts someone to (for example) eat only kosher, it does not mean that the people not eating kosher are bad. We even hand out candy to the little kids that come to our apartment so that we don't look like a bunch of meanies, we just don't dress up and decorate and do all that other stuff that goes along with Halloween (except painting pumpkins). 

          We chose not to celebrate Halloween for a number of reasons, foremost of which is that Hubby's mom felt convicted a long time ago not to celebrate it, so Hubby never did growing up. Secondly, but almost more importantly, is that Hubby does not like all the witch and devil and creepy costumes and things associated with it, and there is a very good reason for that. In the states we all see little girls dressed up as cute little witches and babies wearing little horns with curly mustaches drawn on and think its cute and nothing more. Well Hubby grew up in West Africa as a missionary kid and he can tell you first hand that witches are NOT cute, in fact they are terrifying and I personally would never like to meet one (the way he describes them has given me nightmares). And don't even get him started on demons. I was shocked the first time he told me he had personally witnessed demons being cast out of people, but it actually does happen and it is chilling. All that stuff is just too real to Hubby to celebrate it the way people do in the states. Funny thing is, the more research I did, the more I found out that most countries don't celebrate Halloween, not even western countries much like our own. Apparently in those countries its considered a pagan holiday and so is not nationally recognized.

          But like I said before, we do not hold it against anyone for having a Happy Halloween. My own parents still celebrate it, though my mom decided this year to forgo her traditional witch costume (which she has done since I was a baby) and dress up like my sister instead (if you knew my sister, you would understand). So despite the fact that we ourselves will not be celebrating, we are praying that everyone has a safe and happy night tonight =0)

Why do I keep forgetting my camera?

          For the last two weeks I keep forgetting to bring my camera to youth stuff. This is bad. I forgot it for both our Pumpkin painting party, and now our Fall party as well. I'm totally annoyed that I didn't get any pictures whatsoever of these events. I was so good about remembering the camera over the summer, but now I'm not. Grrr! I'm especially annoyed because I already picked out some great scrapbook paper for when I got the pictures developed and now I can't use it! Double Grrr!!!

          All that aside, last night was a blast. One of the moms even came and she had so much fun roasting s'mores and hanging out with her kids. I love it when the moms actually participate in stuff. They always make it that much more fun. It was also handy having her around to tell the kids to clean up when we were done (yay!). I always seem to have trouble getting any of the kids, even the more responsible ones, to help with cleanup. They're happy to make the mess, but they don't want to have to "unmake" it. Hubby says its just because they're kids and kids never want to clean up. I wonder if it's something different, because I did not have this much trouble with other groups I've led in the past. Oh well, someday they will learn just how much fun it is to wield a vacuum cleaner in battle against the dreaded dust bunnies, until then we just need to keep thinking of creative ways to get them off their butts to clean up (like the one time I had them race to see who could pick up the most gummy bears off the grass after our Super Sundae Slip 'n Slide...that was hysterical to watch and effective!).

And so it begins...

          It's time for the "Season of Charlie Brown Holiday Specials" to officially begin. Every year at this time I rent a Charlie Brown holiday special once a month to coincide with my holiday festivities. I don't know why I'm so infatuated with that round-headed kid and his goofy friends, but I cannot get enough of them. This year I decided to bring the youth group in on my weird Peanuts obsession by hosting a holiday party each month to watch them. So fun, so fun. I was really excited last year when I discovered that I was not crazy and there were actually 2 Charlie Brown Christmas specials, but one of them was not as well known and appeared as a special feature on the "official" Charlie Brown Christmas DVD. No one knew what I was talking about for the longest time, because I could not find it anywhere, but now I have proof that it exists! Justice is served and it tastes like chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream =0)

          On another note, I finally downloaded  the only 2 pictures I took at the National Youth Worker's Convention onto my computer so I can share them with you. The first one is me and my husband and my dad and was taken as we were leaving the convention at the very end and I realized I had taken no pictures of us whatsoever (oops!). The second one was taken the first night Lincoln Brewster was playing and I'm kinda embarrassed about it since he mentioned the second time he led worship that one of his pet peeves is people taking pictures during worship. But if you look at it you can tell that he had just finished playing a song, so there was nothing playing when I took the picture. That's ok then, right? Yeah, it doesn't make me feel any better about it either, but it was such a cool picture I had to share it.

::Insert heavy, frustrated, disheartened sigh here::

          I have a confession to make: I lost my cool on Sunday evening and might have done the last thing I ever wanted to do as a youth leader - I think I hurt a kid's feelings. We have a student who, when we arrived last year, loved to find and push buttons (as in finding what annoys people the most and doing it repeatedly to get a rise out of them). Even if it really was not a "button" to someone, he would push and push and push until it became one. He seemed to thrive on negative attention, and he was one of our best attenders. He came to every single meeting (usually late), even when no one else was there. So, Hubby and I made every effort to ignore the "button pushing" and instead find ways to give him positive attention. Over the last year we saw him mature beyond our wildest imaginings, and turn into a leader. The biggest leap in maturity came when he was out of school for the summer and away from all the negative influence of the "cool guys" at school. We were so impressed at the way he naturally took on a leadership position in the group, even going so far as picking up all the other high school kids Sunday mornings so they wouldn't miss church, that we gave him an official leadership position on our two-person student leadership team. 

          Then something happened. Little by little, after school started, he started pushing buttons again. Come Sunday evening, out of nowhere, he was pushing buttons like he never had before. I was totally unprepared for that kind of behavior, but managed to keep my patience through the youth group meeting. But when we all went out for coffee afterwards and he kept pushing more and more, something in me finally snapped and I started to tease him mercilessly. I did not even realize I was doing it until Hubby (God bless him for catching me when I fall!) started to come to his rescue. Even though his attitude did not change for the rest of the evening, I could tell some damage had been done. 

          Later that night I called him up to apologize and admit that I had crossed a line. I hope that went a little ways to patch things up between us, but I know that I am going to have to really work to earn back all of his trust again. I'm so glad that God is not like me and cuts people down when they need building up the most. Have you ever done something like that that you wish you could take back?

I Shall Call It...Mini Me!

          We painted pumpkins on Wednesday night with our youth group and it was a big hit. All the girls seemed to want to paint kitty faces on theirs, while all the guys were getting really artsy, with rainbow, splatter, and story-in-the-round designs. My husband always tries to go for a biblical theme when he paints or carves pumpkins with the kids, so this time he went with the theme of death and resurrection, specifically the whole "gone for three days" thing. So he had Jonah inside the whale, Jonah being spit out of the whale (and being a guy he had to include the whale vomit), Lazarus coming out of the tomb, Jesus on the cross, and finally, Jesus coming out of the tomb. It was pretty neat when it was all finished. Too bad we used really cheap paint and it started peeling as soon as it dried, so he's gonna fix it up with my good paints at home when he gets a chance. 

          Meanwhile I made a self-portrait pumpkin person (as you can see in the picture). I think its a pretty good likeness, don't you? Hehe. The girls in our group actually recognized the outfit I painted on her, it being one of my Sunday morning staples. My cat seemed to really like my "pumpkin buddy" as well. I got some really cute pictures of her checking it out.

          I don't know if I mentioned this, but our youth group actually meets twice a week. On Sunday nights we have our Bible study and on Wednesday nights we have a fun night, hence the pumpkin painting. Next week we're going to roast s'mores and watch It's the Great Pumpkin Charlie Brown. I still cannot believe how many of the kids in our youth group have not seen that movie. It's a tragedy.

Funnest Date Night Ever!!!

          My husband and I make a point of going on a date at least once a week. Just to make sure we never miss it, we set aside every Tuesday as our designated "date night." Oftentimes we spend all Tuesday emailing back and forth making plans for our special evening. Sometimes we have a quiet night at home with a specially planned meal, and sometimes we go out to a fancy dinner, and sometimes we just do something fun. Last night was the best ever!

          Hubby was so excited to see how much housework I got done on my day off on Monday (I was excited too!) that he told me that I could plan the whole "date night" myself. So this is what I planned: I wanted to go pick out pumpkins to paint with the kids next youth group meeting, eat dinner at the barn, and I wanted to see our local high school's play. So...

          We got to the barn and found out they only had snacks (not a problem! We're good at improvising). So we picked out our pumpkins (I got three small ones to make a pumpkin snowman!) and then picked out a really tasty pie (apple raspberry, what a combo!). Then we went to a nearby restaurant right near the beach for dinner. We still had a ton of time when we were done eating, so we went for a little walk on the beach. Then Hubby started to feel sleepy and went to get some coffee so he could stay awake for the play. Meanwhile, I found a swingset and swung my heart out while I watched the sunset (you have not lived until you've tried it for yourself!). We walked for a little while longer after that and saw the funniest thing. Apparently it was dinner time for the marine life, which is amusing to see. There was a fleet of sea lions rounding up the fish under the water and when they would come near the surface all the pelicans would dive-bomb for fish in droves. It was hysterical. Then we went to the play, which was really fun, and went home and had pie. 

          What a great night =0)

BTW I did Bible study a little differently on Sunday than originally planned, and though I don't know if the kids learned any great theological truths (there were a lot of technical difficulties and rabbit trails) they had fun, and maybe they'll think about it more later. Sometimes its the lessons where you don't think anyone is paying attention that you find out later someone learned something. We shall see, and we'll keep refining until we get a good grasp on what to do for Bible study from now on.

Maybe I'm trying too hard

So I went to prepare the Bible study for our youth group meeting this week and hit a wall. We use this DVD series that introduces the theme with a high school drama episode (very dramatic) and then a well established youth speaker explains the message and then we have a discussion and look up Bible verses and stuff. Its been workng great since I got the first volume last year, so I was really excited now that we get to start the next volume. But when I started watching it just didn't seem to work. The drama got really lame at what should have been the most serious part, there was nothing in it the kids could actually relate too, and the message afterwards was really weak and did nothing to really explain the questions brought up by the drama. Now I'm stuck, because I just don't know if I want to keep using this curriculum, and I don't know what to use in place of it. Hmmm. I feel like we do too much talking at the kids in our group and don't let them really work through things like we should. I'm thinking of trying a sort of discussion thing this week, maybe finding a current event or something and having the kids ask questions that the event raised and try and figure it out together, instead of feeding them a bite-sized answer like we usually do.

Funny thing is that this is the way my dad used to do things when he was my youth leader. Maybe I should have paid better attention. I guess I just feel like I'm not doing enough if I don't have all the answers for our kids, and so I feel like I need to spit out an answer, instead of the Jesus thing of helping them figure it out themselves by asking another question. 

Well, wish me luck! I'll let you know how this goes.